Today I chose the following reading (sometimes the lectionary allows a choice):
And the child’s father and mother were amazed at what was being said about him. Then Simeon blessed them and said to his mother Mary, ‘This child is destined for the falling and the rising of many in Israel, and to be a sign that will be opposed so that the inner thoughts of many will be revealed—and a sword will pierce your own soul too.’
It is a reading that I have tended to shy away from in the past because it felt to me as though it was a little disturbing (given that the alternative is the crucifixion what was I thinking?).
One of the OT options was Exodus 2:1-10, which tells the story of Moses very early life.
This year what struck me about both was the roller coaster nature of motherhood. In one “the child’s father and mother were amazed at what was being said about him” one moment, and then being told “and a sword will pierce your own soul”. In the case of Moses the roller coaster was even more extreme. At his birth the joy of giving birth to a son mingles with the fear that he will be killed by the Egyptians. At 3 months old the sorrow of abandoning him to the river mingled with the hope that this way he might survive. Then the unexpected joy of becoming wet nurse to your own child. And at 18 losing him again.
Two thoughts struck me about all this:
The first is that if we love we are doomed to suffer (not my original thought!) – I suspect that most parents know this – and therefore that Mothering Sunday, a day which has come to represent the love of a Mother, must also represent the acceptance of suffering.
The second that there is a roller coaster, and (barring death) we do not know where we are on the roller coaster (which reminds me of this story: https://www.the-benefits-of-positive-thinking.com/positive-taoist-story.html).
The APCM is next Sunday (7th April 2019) at 7:30 at St George’s. All members of the electoral roll welcome.
The Agenda and minutes of last year with the accounts and reports from activities are linked below. Unfortunately the audited accounts will not be available on the day, and we will have to adjourn the meeting to receive them at a later date, but those presented to the PCC are below for information.
2019 Printable agendas and minutes
Annual Report & Accounts 2018vDraft – APCM (file removed 13/5/19 when final accounts loaded).
REPORT DOCUMENT 2019 v6
Final accounts added 13/5/19: 2018 final accounts
This year, for the first time in ages I did not give up chocolate for Lent. This was partly because my consumption had significantly reduced, and partly because I preached on how giving up “little” things can distract us from more important changes in our life.
The interesting thing is that I have started eating more chocolate – at least until now! It was perhaps a combination of tiredness and a special offer at the supermarket, but it also set me thinking that if it weren’t Lent I might have stuck to my pre-Lent guns. What is going on?
I have to say that I am not sure, but feel the need to go back to my pre-Lenten ways. Has anyone else found this odd effect of Lent?
Guildford Diocese are currently undertaking a review of what Church House should do. This post isn’t a comment on that, but was sparked by another thing that I saw Gloucester Diocese had done.
As I understand it Gloucester Diocese was the involved at the beginning of Open the Book, the Parish Giving Scheme, and I have recently found Treasurer resources they make available and Vacancy advice (other dioceses do this too).
The National Church have also just made available free online resources for Occasional Offices.
In an age of online systems, and greater and greater administrative demands on parishes I think that development of such systems to help manage that increased administrative burden is one thing that the centre can do, which would help parishes.
As you can see, this isn’t a plea for Dioceses to create something, as there is no point each diocese creating their own, but if they would “encourage” the national church to do this it would help significantly!
Justin Welby has suggested that parishes should
host informal café-style meetings over the weekend of 30th March to bring together people of all standpoints and encourage open discussion
I applaud the sentiment, but when I see the problems John Bercow has getting people to react politely to each other I am not sure that I have the skills to keep such a gathering peaceful.
I can’t help feeling that such a public invitation would be attended by the kinds of people (both for and against) who are currently demonstrating outside the Houses of Parliament.
I could conceive of hosting such a discussion for people who already knew and respected each other – but then isn’t the point to reconcile those who don’t?
Am I being too pessimistic, or has Brexit turned us into a less tolerant nation?
Yesterday I looked at failing in Lenten discipline from one angle, and I purposely chose that one first, as today I am going to look from another angle which gives permission to fail!
Quoting again from Joan Chittister’s commentary on the Rule of Benedict (or here online) she writes:
It is so easy to tell ourselves that we overlooked the needs of others because we were attending to the needs of God. It is so easy to go to church instead of going to a friend whose depression depresses us. It is so easy to want silence rather than the demands of the children. It is so much easier to read a book about religion than it is to listen to a husband talk about his job or a wife talk about her loneliness. It is so much easier to practice the privatised religion of prayers and penances than it is to make fools out of ourselves for the Christian religion of globalism and peace.
Sometimes we need to give the time that we have set aside for God in our way to what God wants us to do with it in his way! The difficulty is telling which is which – not holding to our Lenten discipline because we fancy doing something practical is not the same as feeling called to do something practical, which prevents us holding to our Lenten discipline.
If you have been following me during Lent you will know that I have not blogged for a few days – breaking my intention to do so. So I have failed – the question is, what am I going to do about it?
In Joan Chittister’s commentary on the Rule of Benedict (or here online) she writes:
A contemporary collection of monastic tales includes the story of the visitor who asks of the monk: “What do you do in the monastery?” And the monastic replies: “Well, we fall and we get up and we fall and we get up and we fall and we get up.” Where continual falling and getting up is not honoured, where the senpectae–the wise ones who have gone before us–are not present to help us through, life runs the terrible risk of drying up and blowing away before it is half lived.
Rowan Williams has also written that if we do not fail at our Lenten discipline we may come to believe that we achieved it, and can achieve others things, through our own abilities, rather than relying on God.
So today, I get back on the horse and start again.
The question I am left with, is falling failure, or is failure not starting afresh following a fall?
This is the blog post that I set out to write yesterday – but I ended up following a different path!
Brian McLaren has written a book, Naked Spirituality, which summarises/simplifies a lot of the work on Stages of Faith. Summaries of McLaren’s work can be found here and here (be patient – the first few slides are pictures, but the words come).
Richard Rohr has written and blogged about the two halves of life.
I would roughly map these to Simplicity/Complexity and Harmony in the McLaren model. Rohr thinks that there needs to be some kind of crisis to move between the two, and I would map that to Perplexity.
So, which stage do we wish our clergy to be in? The first of the McLaren links above suggests that if we wish to grow in our faith we require leaders who are further along the path, but also that we can find that threatening.
Both models suggest that people are at their most “productive” in Complexity/First half of life.
There appears to be a dilemma here. If we wish our clergy to “make things happen”, which seems to be the current vogue, then we need them to be in the first half of life. If we wish them to lead us through the stages of faith then we need them to be in Harmony (it is really difficult leading a church if you are in Perplexity!).
So, what kind of clergy do we want?
In case you haven’t noticed, clergy come in all shapes and sizes! And that is as it should be:
And God has appointed in the church first apostles, second prophets, third teachers; then deeds of power, then gifts of healing, forms of assistance, forms of leadership, various kinds of tongues.
1 Corinthians 12:28 – Whole Chapter
God calls all sorts of people to be clergy – and why not? No two clergy roles are exactly the same, why should we expect the same kind of people to be capable of so many different roles?
The nature of the role has changed too over the years; I think it is fair to say that Britain can no longer be considered a “Christian Country”; yes, there is a christian heritage which has set the ethos of the country, but this is changing. While there used to be an assumption that everyone in the parish was christian, for example anyone who lives in the parish can be married in the parish church* and buried in the churchyard, this is no longer the case. The role has also changed as society has changed, since 2000 the following are legal requirements that parishes have to comply with, some with onerous administration requirements eg: CRB, DBS, GDPR, Data Protection, Charity Law, Safeguarding and Inclusion, Risk Assessments. Some parishes are lucky and have lay people who can manage these, while in others the clergy have to get more involved.
So, what kind of people do you want to be clergy?
* – terms and conditions apply, unfortunately
It is a truism that the only thing you can control is yourself, and yet how often are our prayers for God to control someone else? Reading this again today, it points out that it is through the pains and disappointments of life that we grow, rather than the joys. At those times we see (if we allow ourselves to) the impact of our character on us, and have the opportunity to change it.
This is not self control in the sense of not eating the extra piece of chocolate, but instead in the sense of recognising our hang ups and finding ways to deal with them.
Far more difficult than not eating a piece of chocolate, but more in keeping with the spirit of Lent. However, far harder to do as it requires us to experience pain or disappointment, something that most of us try to steer clear of, and something that we can’t always find to order. However for many of us there may be past pains/disappointments that we haven’t yet processed, and which would form a good topic for Lenten reflection.